6 October 2005 ( Early Morning )

Since I can't sleep, so I came blogging.. now other than studies, I dont wanna think of anything else.. probably this is the last time I will be blogging.. all past entries in this blog will be kept as memories.. memories of the past.. In here, I would like to thank all my friends for supporting me and help me whenever I need them.. I really appreciate tat.. Hopefully, we can all go to the poly and graduate with a diploma each.. With my deepest regards and wishes, all the best to my friends and myself..



Best wishes,

Ernest

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5 October 2005

Today I felt very sad and disappointed with my results.. especially english.. Honestly, I work very hard and practised my assessment book for english and follow every step and advice included in it.. but however, I still fail the comprehension.. All my life, my dad have very high expectations for my studies... especially english.. from january till now, if I'm not wrong, I only pass english comprehension once.. every time when I'm issued the report card for signature, I started to worry.. coz I know I will be in deep deep trouble with my dad.. Y?? coz i failed my english.. Of course not only english, my maths and chemistry also quite poor too.. Honestly, I began to lose hope.. coz from young, I am very confident in my english language and never failed my english from pri 1 till last yr N lvl... But this O lvl, I met my first failure in english.. my friends keep consoling me and motivate me.. I am very thankful to them... but, deep in my heart, I'm still very miserable.. But, I WON'T give up... no matter wad.. now only left 1 mth till O lvls.. By hook or by crook, I must get to the poly.. coz tat's my main aim for coming to sec 5... With this phrase I wrote, I hope I will be motivated to move on whenever I am feeling down.. God bless me..

4 October 2005

today after sch went to the lot 1 macdonald to revise maths... k lor... hsien how lend me his sec 1 maths assesment bk... I find it quite useful... especially the algebra section... But i guess I had to buck up not only in algebra, but angles chapter as well... den after tat, I shall proceed to chemistry.. k la... i stop here...

2 Oct 2005

so late den start blogging coz jus now the server under maintenance... dont know y leh... these few days, I felt rather happier den past few days... and I learnt to cherish her more.. hehe... today never go and see movie.. coz my bro wanna come with me to see movie... but my mum does not allow.. maybe he still young.. so he make a fuss bout it lor.. which makes me very frustrated.. so I rather stay at home to read story book and surf net... but nvm la... coz I also not very interested in tat movie.. k la... me stop here..